Life on the scales

I have been slacking off big time I got up to 321 with out my meds as of today with 2 days of meds I am at 316. I feel like S**t! I just ate a apple I am hoping that will make me feel better, because of the potassium. I felt dizzy and funky all day long. I have been eating out almost every meal which even I dont normally do that but I got a large back pay of child support and have not felt much like cooking when I can just order food. So it is a wonder I aint bigger than I am! But I do have plans on cooking. I just wish I felt better!

I have been feeling really good lately, much better than last month!  I haven't been "dieting" like I should but I have reduced my food intake all but the last few days, I have been a piglet. So today I am back to my diet. I am super excited to be back, and although I took a lil break the last couple of weeks I cant wait to get to my goal of 299! Being out of the 300's is going to be awesome. I actually feel like working out a lil. Maybe even getting the courage up to go to the gym, MAYBE.  I got a gadget for my bike that will tell me how far I have gone, now all I need is a bigger seat! I also got a pedometer so I will be walking more hopefully.  My sandwich diet is in the toilet I haven't had one in a week in fact I have ate out every meal for the last week. So I am going back to that today. My wallet will thank me! My obsession with drinking large quantity's  of coke is really my biggest problem right now. I know I will fee...

I would love some energy, some spark, some something! I could letterly stare at the wall, that is how much energy I have! I had a 10 or so minute nap while my oldest son was building a lego set. I would think that would help me out but I still feel like crap. But wait their is good news! I am down to 315lbs! Only one more pound before I reach my next goal! I went back to the very first blog post I weighed in @ 348lbs so that is 33lbs gone and over 52lbs total from last year! I still have my big goal of 299lbs, but I am working on mini goals to get me their. My goal right now is 314lbs. Also once I hit 299 I will have another big goal I am thinking 275 or around their. I am getting so close to the two hundreds I am hoping that will motivate me even more. Being 300 plus pounds is not what I want for me or my family. 

Well I am down to 317lbs! So for my next goal is 314 or 3 more pounds! Goals are awesome! I need to take more time for my goals. I have just been so tired all the time. My body seems to still be fighting the same infection and my meds just make me so darn blah. I am about to go threw my meds and sort them into 2 groups. I usually take them all at once at night, but I am having to take one in the morning which is throwing me threw a loop. I am going to take the ones that make me blah at night and that others in the morning. I hope by doing that I can start to feel like a halfway normal person. My new years diet plans are to stick with the sandwiches for breakfast lunch and all snacks and eat a descent supper. Also to stop drinking coke! I had one from last night I finished off, so now I am drinking water. I also have some Brand spanking new1-1-12 pics! Sorry they are so yellow! I also need to learn photography! Next time I will do something with my hair!...